Then when I was panting while having a bloody ciggie, images of my mother beating me came back again. Sigh. I miss mummy so much. I can truly understand how she felt, and at the end of the day, no matter how angry a parent can get, he/she will always welcome back the long lost son/daughter.
Guess what bengy is doing now? He's licking my wound from beating him. I feel bad again for beating him. But at least I meant well. There mommy, children always love their parents too.