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From the Fresh smell of roses . . .

To the real world's bed of thorns roses . . .

First day of work and they gave me TONS of work to do. Worked from 9 to 530pm non-stop!
And trusted a newbie like me to handle a S$1million company's accounts.
They must be mad. I miss slacking sigh. Auditing's a damn poofy job. Why did I choose this course?
its okay i am alright.
Thanks for asking.
I am not sad. Just ....dunno what to say anymore.
all you need is time
time heals really
before you noe
you will be stronger than b4
Yeah well, i think I am too strong for my own sake.
I think I just cant find myself to cry anymore.
you remind me of myself ya noe?
it tot i was strong
but i was wrong

one day when you tear again you realised we are always just denying the facts
Hmmm...i think seeing myself as well as my other frens go through the hurt that we all gone though, my psychi just decided to build a wall. And this time round, more bricks go up on that wall.

I think u are right, i think i am strong but i am wrong..think my fucking wall will just collapse on me one day.
not easy not to think too much
but take this time to do stuff you like and go out with your frens
it's really much easier
trust me
it's worse staying alone
Neh i wont go into a cave....i will still go out. Life resumes as normal. Thats why jasmine and steph are worried abt me...i just go abt daily things normally. So they dont know whether i am upset or okay..and I dont like people to fuss over me.
So i think it just best to just...not do anything!
hmmm if you like it this way
hmmm just do things you like to do or if you do not like to do anything at all and it pleases you
so be it lor!