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Oh God I am feeling suicidal... ...

A live that you have no wish to live

To choose between live and death

I choose death

::puts stones inside pocket and walks into the river::

You ok??

::pat pat::
yes dearie
i still gotta go kayaking with you
Wat hapen ... u there ?
still here
God forbid me to die

it's just one of those depression kicking in
sure you've felt it b4...
I believe you've just watched The Hours and your deeply moved by the starting scene where she writes the letter and heads for the river. :)
yes... i hope its that...

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just one of those days when you feel sick of life
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Bu ke yi la!!!

=sayang sayang=
Why dread the day
when dreaming ends
If you die.. cowie how?? kekeke
haha he can find other men
there are better men out there
The movie is a little hard to swallow. A bit dazed after watching it.
I just bought the screenplay today. YIPPEE!!

It would be wonderful to say you regretted it. It would be easy. But what does it mean? What does it mean to regret when you have no choice? It's what you can bear. There it is. No one is going to forgive me. It was death. I chose life.

To look life in the face, always to look life in the face, and to know what it is, to love it for what it is. At last to know it. To love it for what it is. And then to put it away...always the years between us, always the years, always the love. Always the hours.
dearie, after i watched the movie i was in TOTAL daze
and ya know what? i am beginning to understand the movie more and more in my everyday life.
I dunno how i can explain to you
but i am totally enamoured by this movie

I want to buy the screenplay too!!!
please dun die, please dun die.

else we have no chance to meet up!!!...

vampire slayer rule no. 1: DOn't DIe.
dun worry i wun die as yet..
i dun think suicidal thoughts will overcome my will to live.
it's just that..
in alot of times.
dun ya think that death is just the easy solution out?
these little thoughts come to us all.
revel in it, then snap out of it and carry life on as per normal =D

yeah... and as my online diary, i am just writing down how i feel today

i just feel exceptionally down and that after watching the movie

i begin to understand more and more what the author is trying to say
Hmmmm ::makes note to catch the movie::

Heeh, it's monday now. How ya feeling?
monday blues doesnt make it better...
tons of hmwk and reports to catch up doesnt make life easier...

I wanna watch that ...
yo yo yo
go watch it... but it's not everybody's cupa tea though.
btw, if the DVD is released b4 you come back to sing, can get for me then i pay you back??
hee hee
cheap slut drama queen!
wah...cowie so fierce to yubin ah? tsk tsk.
OH my gawd.... those thoughts ran through your mind? hm... i feel kinda depressed lately since what my teacher said. When u wanna die tell me. I die with you. haha
dying must die alone one lar!
more stylo mah!
No wonder u called me up the day before, sound so moody. Paiseh paiseh, I wasn't in a good mood either........

Hope you have a great week ahead brother!!!!

heard you are also pek chek
haha i am feeling beta lar..
it's papa