May 31st, 2005


Tis' a season (reason) to be paranoid

Writing is a good way to reveal your personality. For me, it's paranoia. Every sentence, every word i use, I look back once again to see if it's wrong. And somehow I get a weird of form satisfaction if I find myself wrong, in order to justify for my paranoia. So there I keep re-writing my sentences, re-organising my ideas, until I realise, I've got 4 days more to squeeze out 5000 words. Research still needs to be done, dogs still need to be pee-ed, money still do be earned, food that need to be cooked, lovers that need to appease, friends that need to be entertained, sleep that needs to be catched up on... ...
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